PIMP BY BLOOD NOT RELATION

For whatever reason I couldnt cut and paste my last blog.

Funny How your best inspirations or thoughts that you wanna put in your blog comes to you when your driving or riding a bus. Basically any thing that prevents you from getting your thoughts down. Or maybe i just do most of my thinking while I'm driving. Sometimes I go a whole trip and not realize i was never listening to anything because I was thinking the entire time.

WELL THE TITLE EXPLAINS IT SELF

Pimp by Blood Not Relation

This Jay Z verse is one that defined my view on getting women for some time. Not saying I am some pimp with a huge following of women. But Im confident I  can control my own destiny when it comes to women. For those who dont listen to too much rap verse says " I'm a pimp by blood not relation yal be chasin I replace them huh"  So I loved twice. The more painful and enjoyable of the two came with the one who was a freaking Demon in the sac. stole that term from the simpsons. So with that one I went thru a horrible break up. I mean you would have thought my entire family died the way I was moping around. But at the same time I here the J verse and why am I chasing. I need to replace. I am positive I could have gotten her back but the act of replacing was more fulfilling then making it work.  This happened in college so it actually took alot of replacing to get over her . lol. So on to the pimp by blood. Well Popa was a rolling stone which explains me wanting to be a rock star. Anyways my Father basiclly had me with my mother. Nice family right. no. My dad was married but my mother never knew until he was about to die. Far as she was concerned she was gonna get married and live happily ever after. This explains the pimp by blood. Pops had game naturally son should have a lil as well.  So seeing the pain women go thru with men and even the pain I caused my self I tried to do right. But  at the same time I wanted to have a good time with diff women. Here My struggles begins. I mean really all men want a lot of butt. But I got to the point where i thought I couldnt commit to anything past 3 months. I sound like im in AA. FYI  I been clean for 2.5 years now. lol.  So trying to prove I can be committed I stick it out with the ol lady whom I have a daughter with. Go figue I had my fair she of wrong doing with women and my first born is a girl. SO now I freaking feel even badder about somethings I ve done.  But yeah

I MET HILLARY CLINTON AT WORK

I MET HILLARY CLINTON AT WORK... WOO HOO.. LOL
FIGURE I WOULD SHARE THAT.

PROMISE

I PROMISE TO PROOFREAD MY STORIES FOR CLARITY FROM THIS MOMENT ON. ENJOY THE EVENTS TO COME. PEACE

I HATE THAT B@TCH

I noticed in my life and other friends of mine that the phrase I hate the B@tch is actually the opposite. It means you love her to death or at least did at one point. Like My ex. I used to say I hate that B all the time. after we broke up but truth is I dont hate her ass. Prob mad we broke up. but life goes on. Seeing her happy now actually makes me happy. Like i could have choose to be a better bf. But i was in college and if had to do it all again the only thing I would change is I would have got more booty than I did. If somethings yours and you let it go. If it comes back to you. It was yours all along.


I HATE THE BITCH AND I MEAN IT. ROAD RAGE EPISODE

The other day I was driving and there is alot of congestion where I live. So this lady infont of me decided to stop and let 10 cars pull infront of her at a traffic light. So im a lil heated at this point. MY regular yelling you Dumb Bitch. At the time i thought it was an asian man. no offense but the presumption that asians have difficulty driving is somewhat true. Any way The light changes and Im proceeding to the right turning lane after the light turns red still behind the " Bitch" when she cuts me off. and stops. The right turn signal turns green. Im blowing my horn she is not budging. I open my door. she still aint move. I gas my car and must have been an angel there to keep me from hitting her. I equate this moment to an episode of the boondox i saw. where there was a "nigger moment" which is when you turn into the a nigger almost like the incrediable Hulk coming out of me. serious road rage right. So after I almost hit the lady she pulls of. I have a black car with black tents so she probably thinks im a thug, Stereotype. i tell ya. but i was a N at that moment. SHe makes the turns and stops hoping I would pass. But being N at that moment I stopped right next to her. Not knowing if it was a he her she what when I stopped. Could have been a serial killer for all I know I was just pissed. With the on going N moment I stop to and proceed to curse what seems to be a foreign lady. Sorry Asian Man you can drive after all. lol Cursing me back. The next light changes and I proceed. Forgetting where I was headed and all. THe boondox explained a N moment can only end where there is piece. So of course I calm the hell down when I stopped and got a damn burger and coke.

I DONT WANT THIS CHICK

SO have you ever noticed that women give you attention when you least want. it. TOday for instnace i flirt with a co worker for mere entertainment. But today was justn ot in the mood for being fake. so im online enjoying my self at work. GOOD OL TAX DOLLARS at its best. When Co worker comes to my desk wanna talk and ish. Telling her probs with other people etc. Funny thing is the woman talks to me as some type of last resort. well any way i just wasnt in to her or her convo at all today. not like usual. I have better convo going on laughing with friends on the phone and internet. Finally my homeboy calls and I carry on like it was just me there and she gets up and leave. So right now I have no structure in my blog. and next time will put more if an effort. SO i ll try to start right here. THe chick who wants me to chase the cat, goes a wal from time to time. Now im practically married but not. Thats another story. any way she just full of it. So with me not paying her any attention she breaks out the ass shot on her phone. Thing is she has no ass. Im like yeah i seen it all ready. not to play her but really what was I supposed to say. damn. As much as my girl get on my last nerve i refuse to cheat. or cheat with someone who cant top her. lol ok ill be back with more with stucture soon. just test driving right now